alright, either i have sensitive ears or i am just plain impatient.. especially with my nephews.. when they make any slightest noise, i'll come down on them like a vulture... its strange, but i just can't stand noises coming from them... if i am with my friends, i think i am probably the noisest in the group.. perhaps its because of the location?? i like my house to be quiet, to be free of nonsense(excluding listening to music on the stereo) so thats a major reason why i can't tolerate noises from my nephews at all..i pity them.. having such an overbearing aunt... with children, i will always be rather hot tempered.. thats why i must really think thrice before having my own brats..

my youngest nephew(daniel) gave us a scare this late afternoon.. although he is a monkey, always climbing around, jumping down from high areas, this is the first time he actually stood on top of the whole sofa( as in the backrest(?) part). he even do the stunt of bending his knees up there ( like how we will bend ours before doing the standin broadjump...) if he loses his balance, he will fall backwards, landing hard on his head, from at least a height of one metre..i was so afraid that i will need to call the ambulance...this is another proof as to why babysitters will get heart attacks so easily.

lol...hmm.. maybe next time, i shall have a zen theme for my house.. so there will only be cushions and low table around.. haha.. then no matter how many times the kids fall down will be none of my business..cos there will be no serious injuries. lol

Looney Royale

after much giggling around while we are supposed to be studying, kylie, ivy and me came up with a temporary name " Looney Royale" for our group of 8.. haha.. tmr, we will ask the rest for their comments.. can't wait to see their expressions..

i feel that sometimes, i should really stop and pause to think about what i'm about to say...
today, during GP lesson, while mr hsu came to the back row, i showed him the 8 cats very proudly, and i even commented that we were currently thinking about having a name for the clique... only until the rest had commented that my comments were abit targeted at someone... then i realised that it did sounded as if i had said those stuff on purpose.. to me, its just simply informing the most socialable teacher of the class about the cats, which i had showed to almost everyone in the class...

family influence is really something huh, one can just blame how they are like now, on their family...maybe to an extent you can, but to me, its just a universally accepted excuse... family does have its own influence on you, but you are the one in charge of your own density, your own future and of cos, the present. i don't believe that it can control you. you can change if you like and are determined to do so.. or perhaps its just the things that i have experienced, thats why i do know on a first hand basis, how deeply some family events and history can affect a person. but then again, i didn't develop another type of personality different from now just because of my family.

we can't choose our parents, just like how they can't choose us as their children. if we feel that we are 'born' to the wrong sort of parents, well, then its really too bad. you just have to adapt and see what you can improve on your situation..staying put is not the solution to the problem..furthermore, we're already reaching adulthood, please don't tell me that you will stay like that for the rest of your life??? then i feel that we have really wasted our lives.. we can onli live our life once, the years that have passed will not come back. make the decisions that you know you will not regret.. and make sure that next time, when we look back, we know that we are truly satisfied with our lives.

Meoww....whatever whatever... i feel like eating my chocolate ice cream now...

what should i drop??????

lol.. its official, i have to convert my 4 h2s to 3 H2s and 1 H1s, kinda expected la haha... but then now what should i drop?? previously, i thought i should drop my chem.. but chem is still considered an important subject you see.. as for econs, i really dislike the percentage of marks allocated to the case study section and the essays part.. furthermore, econs is my best subject curretly.. hmm, since i really intend to go for the psycho and socio courses in university( if i can get in ^_^), i don't really think i need a H2 chem... anyway.. lemme think it over first though...

i guess that now, almost everyone in my class will be blogging about cliques...so, i shan't be a copycat and write anything about it... by the way, what kind of name should we come up for my clique??? ivy suggested G8 Summit.. but then we felt that when we say it out loud fast, it will sound like the GREAT APES....( quoted from kylie)... i think that we should call ourselves Aristophane, the Tophanists... haha...i guess a name for our group should be out real fast, considering what has happened.... the name for my clique in SAC is the Sushi Mafia... lol

i feeling kind of complex now... but i do not know how to express it though..tsk tsk... feel like eating my ice cream again... what a day.. both ups and downs.. haix... MEOW!!!! the weather is too bright for my taste..and the day is too long for my liking...

MEOWW!!!!!!!!

haiz... i actually wanted to keep my 4 H2 subjects if possible, but then, looking at all my tests so far, think its more probable for me to drop to 3 H2s and 1 H1s.. i don't mind dropping though, its just i dun know wat to drop.. but i guess dropping chem is the most sensible choice for me ^_^

anyway, i created 8 cats symbol for me myself, weifen, kylie, ivy, suzzie, jia le, karen and heng pei. they are quite cute i think.. haha...hmm, maybe we can come up with a name... but its really kind of funny as i think all the members of the clique are of all different personalities. back when i was in sac, i believe that the personalities of my clique there, the SUSHI MAFIA are mainly similar in one way or another..i wonder wat kind of clique i will be in when i am in uni, hopefully.. speaking of which, i think i shall start to organize an outing with the sushi mafia soon.. its been a few months that we really got together, espeacially when we are almost all in diferent schools.. perhaps we should visit Sakura buffet restaurant someday .. lol, there goes my diet again.

Hana Kimi came to an end yesterday... now, i have nothing on tv to look forward to, life is starting to look a wee bit boring for me again.. haha... i guess i haven been acting my age for ages, thats why i feel kinda lost now i think..

just suddenly remembered that i better asked one of my IT savvy friends to help me make a new blogskin, tagboard for my blog, believe or not, i seriously, seriously do not know how to do with those html codes, they make my brain go haywire... lol.. ok, i AM a comp idiot. i just found out where the USB port is on my comp ( which i have been using for about 4 years plus??) around sept last year.. haha..

K box fever

its my first time going k box today, with ivy, suzzie and tai tai( kylie) haha.. its was crazy.....
ivy and i actually sang almost all the farenheit's songs in a go. its was so.. fulfilling, satisfying.. blah.. haha.. but at the end of it.. my voice almost died. the funniest thing of all was, we kept going out of tune, not very serious, but its still out. haha.. i actually knew quite a lot of mandarin songs, even though i usually listen to 98.7 fm or power 98..not bad, not bad.

haha, i think i ate a lot while singing too.. we smuggled popcorn in.. and with the tibits from the k box.. i just kept munchin and munchin...there goes my diet for keeping junk food out of my meals.. never mind.. its not like i eat like this every single day right... haha...

Argh.. saw a white tank at ebase, for $15... its had a simple design, but its just pretty...however, since i already bought earrings... i didn't wanted to spend too much, so i gave it a miss.. now i'm rather regretting it.. haix. but i really like the earrings i bought.. hee.. so i guess its alright...

its a matter of taste, not the law.

if you guys out there happen to have any chance to come across a movie called 'the ppl VS Larry Flynt', go watch it...its very insightful...but, its banned for sale in s'pore though.. haha.. the message that the movie brought across ( though i onli see parts of it) really set me into thinking.. why can't all lessons be like that?

We ( me, emy, zhi han, denise, jasmine and gladys) went back to sac for the syf preview... well, the standards of some performing art groups did deterioate, like quite alot, but others either maintained or even improved..the tai feng of the erhu section of co is really quite good. seeing so many unfamilar faces in makes me feel so old.. haiz.. age is such a scary thing

Its quite strange to walk through the corridors again..its like being unfamiliar in a familiar place.. that sort of weird feeling? i wonder if it will be the same next time, when i walk through tj's corridors when i graduated. hmm.. but anyway, going back to sac has a major huge advantage.. thats because i get to pig out at the 85 market!!!

Haha.. for our dinner, we ordered ba chor mee, hokkien mee, satay, bbq stingray.. thats what i call the highlights of a mundane life..haha.. we even wanted to order some bbq chicken wings too.. but we were scared that we will gain more weight so we drop the idea.. it had been such a long time that i truly enjoyed my meal...like about 3 days?? lol.. haha

chibi-umm 1st day @ work..

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BIG surprise.. i didn't fall asleep during maths lec today, and i actually understand the chem lec, mostly.. haha
Anyway, kylie asked me a qn out of the blue that kinda left me in deep thoughts: do you want to be loved or do you want to love somebody?? Both our answers were that we want to be loved.. what excatly make us think this way?? i thought that loving somebody is a very enjoyable thing, that its an experience that most people would like to have..
Hmm,i feel that loving someone is great, but its very tiring;the worst scenario being that your love is not returned at all. Perhaps thats why i wanted to be selfish and greedy(?) ,its true that being loved by someone wholeheartedly is way better than providing that love. haha, i must remember to ask the rest what their answers are.
i think that my attitude towards my mum today was quite terrible.. perhaps its cos i'm super tired after wushu today, and when i got home, i realise that i forgotten to inform her that i will be home for dinner, which is totally my fault.. the result, i had to choose between instant noodles or the mishy mashy rice that my aunt cooked. its not that bad, excet that my taste buds don't agree with it. i sorta snapped at her, cos i was rather impatient but i cooked the noodles myself ok.( so dun throw rotten eggs yet) but not being too disrespectful though. haix.. i always want to improve on my temper, but things just don't work out that well.. well, look on the bright side, she didn't scold me, so i doubt i wasn't that terrible huh. With such an unreasonable daughter, my mum is also quite pitiful..
Sometimes, the sense of emptiness just creeps up upon me, even though i'm surrounded by my family and great friends. i'm not even sure what i am missing in my life, so how can i fill that hole up?? Must things always come to an end?? if i could, i wish that time can stop still.. but then again, how are things going to improve if they are at a standstill.. baka. haha..