haha.. loggin on from sch.. haiz.. just went to check my sgc profile testimonial thing... i have shockingly very very little things.... sob sob.. but dunno if the rest are the same as me too...

anyway... i dun deny that ppl practises double standards... buten... i don't feel good that i recevied such treatment.. i mean who does... alright, maybe i'm a tad too sensitive.. making things look out of proportion.. but i feel that if i dun say it out.. i'll burst from indiginition/??? lol

feeling tired these few days.. can't even have the energy to really study.. and for now.. my prelim results are.......... bad.. i can't say that being sick really contributes to my yucky performance.. i just hope that i won't be ill from now till the end of the A'Ls... maths and bio and econs and gp and chem... bleah... haha.. just some mindless rambling...

i don't have a father... and seriously.. i think i'm better off without one

haha.. haven logged in for a very very long time.. not my fault though.. its some technical problem with my internet connections... lol.

prelims are over.. and now, we are awaiting the A'ls.... bleah....haix.. kind of frightening.. but anyway.. wat is going to happen will happen... so.. let me just hope for the best.

not sure if any of you ppl read the news yesterday about an aunite being knocked down by a car.. happened on the stretch of road leading to the bedok swimming complex... haiz.. i saw the dead body lo.... was going to sch in the morning.. and saw two police cars stopping at the scene... was actually wondering wat had happened until i saw a white cloth covering the body.. not sure who was it at that time..

but no, i din see any blood.. which is fortunate for me.. if not i think i would have vomitted?? nah.. i don't really think so... but this is the first time i see a dead body ( human) in many years le... the last time i saw was that of my first uncle...

eww... was telling le le and karen wat i saw when lele mentioned about the picture of one who had drowned in some river just recently, durin the lunar seventh month... the hand was like .. fixed??? it was stretched, facing the sky... it gives me the creeps just to think what might had happened that causes such a.... position??? i thought when one drowns, the body would just be limp...ewww..

haix.. my cough has not gone yet.. its been close to two weeks le... tsk tsk
something that happened the other day left a very deep impression on me.. really, one shouldn't be so 'evil', mean, heartless or watever negative adjectives you can find.. its not really retribution but then... things just alw happen to bad people, whihc is really, not in their favour...