Thursday, March 22, 2007

Looney Royale

after much giggling around while we are supposed to be studying, kylie, ivy and me came up with a temporary name " Looney Royale" for our group of 8.. haha.. tmr, we will ask the rest for their comments.. can't wait to see their expressions..

i feel that sometimes, i should really stop and pause to think about what i'm about to say...
today, during GP lesson, while mr hsu came to the back row, i showed him the 8 cats very proudly, and i even commented that we were currently thinking about having a name for the clique... only until the rest had commented that my comments were abit targeted at someone... then i realised that it did sounded as if i had said those stuff on purpose.. to me, its just simply informing the most socialable teacher of the class about the cats, which i had showed to almost everyone in the class...

family influence is really something huh, one can just blame how they are like now, on their family...maybe to an extent you can, but to me, its just a universally accepted excuse... family does have its own influence on you, but you are the one in charge of your own density, your own future and of cos, the present. i don't believe that it can control you. you can change if you like and are determined to do so.. or perhaps its just the things that i have experienced, thats why i do know on a first hand basis, how deeply some family events and history can affect a person. but then again, i didn't develop another type of personality different from now just because of my family.

we can't choose our parents, just like how they can't choose us as their children. if we feel that we are 'born' to the wrong sort of parents, well, then its really too bad. you just have to adapt and see what you can improve on your situation..staying put is not the solution to the problem..furthermore, we're already reaching adulthood, please don't tell me that you will stay like that for the rest of your life??? then i feel that we have really wasted our lives.. we can onli live our life once, the years that have passed will not come back. make the decisions that you know you will not regret.. and make sure that next time, when we look back, we know that we are truly satisfied with our lives.

Meoww....whatever whatever... i feel like eating my chocolate ice cream now...

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