Don't matter

how do we see the true colours of someone?? appearances are deceiving and they can't be relied upon, to help judge one's personalilty and character.. take me for example. often, whenever i joined in to a new environment and hav to mix with a new bunch of ppl, their first impression of me is that i'm a quiet and GENtle one.. haha.. but after they get to know me, they realised that i'm rather noisy...and just a tad less gentle.

yesterday, while most of the Looneys(except for piao, suzzie and lele) were at KFC for lunch, a rather cute guy( whose looks are slightly above average), caught our eyes. not that we were feasting on him.. but he became one of our conversation topics. just judgin by appearance, he seems to be a , er sunshine boy?? those who might be involved in sports and blah... however, when he steped out of KFC with his group of friends, we realised that they began to smoke...whats more, we think that they were most prob in sec school only... as one of his mates was in a sec sch uni. that totally dashed the whole healthy image he represented. its surprising how one's action can just destroy the image that a person give to the outer world. not that we discriminate against smokers, but they are seriously too young to touch those stuff..

my leg is hurting again.. maybe i should just take my mum's advice and go visit the doctor... haha, i don't know why, but it seems that i really need some time and peace alone. while the rest were involved in training yesterday, i was doing my own stuff... haha.. partly was because my leg is hurting abit. but i think mainly was cos i simply don't have the enthusiasm to do training yesterday. lol...hmm, it scares me how these feelings or mood swings can just creep up on me sometimes..its those kind of feelings when you just dun feel like interacting with anyone..just wanted to do things alone, without having to socialise.. hmm, maybe it was because my energy was used up earlier during lunch, when we joked about. haha.. think i'm getting influenced by the emo-ness that has been spreading about.... haha...