the Royal meowth of Looney Royales...

2008-01-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, i've moved to a new blog.. http://meow-atwork.blog.com/.. lol
so go visit me there

2008-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

lol.. it has been ages ages since i log on.. anyway.. i forgot how to change blogskin le... so any kind soul care to enlighten the comp idiot???

haha.. not much has changed for me in the new year, except i'm single, working but not any skinner..

hmm.. sleepy now.. so unless its reaaal urgent.... dun give me a call k.. haha

2007-10-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

have you all ever wondered how true the saying is... ' Its easy to be friends, its hard to maintain a relationsip, and its even harder keeping a marriage on the go'.. why is it relatively easy to maintain longterm friendships, but yet it seems so difficult to quarrel with your partner over seemingly trival things??? is it because of gender differences???

hmmm... humans..interestingly frightening complexities...

no offense to ppl.. or those who are religious, its just an offhand thought.
what would happen to the human civilisation if adam and eve didn't partake the apple from the tree of knowlegde back in the Garden of Eden?? and.. why would God want to plant such a tree??is it because He knew that the devil is going to persuade adam and eve to go against His commands???

humans are supposedly kind in nature.. that chinese saying of ' ren xin ben shan', then who started the evilness?? if we are kind, why would we begin to allow the seeds of greed, jeulously and etc to be rooted and blossomed in this world?? is it really because we are kind, which makes us more guilliable to lies and deception???hmmm...

good alw triumph in the end.. but then why are there stories or cases that the bad guy is usually the last person to die???

2007-09-28T10:22:00.000+08:00

haha.. loggin on from sch.. haiz.. just went to check my sgc profile testimonial thing... i have shockingly very very little things.... sob sob.. but dunno if the rest are the same as me too...

anyway... i dun deny that ppl practises double standards... buten... i don't feel good that i recevied such treatment.. i mean who does... alright, maybe i'm a tad too sensitive.. making things look out of proportion.. but i feel that if i dun say it out.. i'll burst from indiginition/??? lol

feeling tired these few days.. can't even have the energy to really study.. and for now.. my prelim results are.......... bad.. i can't say that being sick really contributes to my yucky performance.. i just hope that i won't be ill from now till the end of the A'Ls... maths and bio and econs and gp and chem... bleah... haha.. just some mindless rambling...

2007-09-26T11:51:00.001+08:00

i don't have a father... and seriously.. i think i'm better off without one

2007-09-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

haha.. haven logged in for a very very long time.. not my fault though.. its some technical problem with my internet connections... lol.

prelims are over.. and now, we are awaiting the A'ls.... bleah....haix.. kind of frightening.. but anyway.. wat is going to happen will happen... so.. let me just hope for the best.

not sure if any of you ppl read the news yesterday about an aunite being knocked down by a car.. happened on the stretch of road leading to the bedok swimming complex... haiz.. i saw the dead body lo.... was going to sch in the morning.. and saw two police cars stopping at the scene... was actually wondering wat had happened until i saw a white cloth covering the body.. not sure who was it at that time..

but no, i din see any blood.. which is fortunate for me.. if not i think i would have vomitted?? nah.. i don't really think so... but this is the first time i see a dead body ( human) in many years le... the last time i saw was that of my first uncle...

eww... was telling le le and karen wat i saw when lele mentioned about the picture of one who had drowned in some river just recently, durin the lunar seventh month... the hand was like .. fixed??? it was stretched, facing the sky... it gives me the creeps just to think what might had happened that causes such a.... position??? i thought when one drowns, the body would just be limp...ewww..

haix.. my cough has not gone yet.. its been close to two weeks le... tsk tsk
something that happened the other day left a very deep impression on me.. really, one shouldn't be so 'evil', mean, heartless or watever negative adjectives you can find.. its not really retribution but then... things just alw happen to bad people, whihc is really, not in their favour...

2007-08-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

just went to check my hotmail earlier on.. and emy sent me one email that had left me pondering what on earth is going on in people's minds these days..

the email contain pictures about people killing baby seals by hitting them brutally on their heads.. calling it a sport... and also some other pictures on animal abuses and some i believed to be the outcome of lab testing on animals...

as humans, we have always perceived it as normal according to the law of nature, to eat other animals like pigs, chickens, cows and such... we're on the top of the food chain.. thats how the nature works.. but must we resort to such cruelty??

it amazes me that those ppl who are involved in animal abuse or the killing of baby seals and other animals in inhumane ways can carry on with their lives without any guilt... some of such killings are classified as fun even... haiz....

recently on the radio, S.H.E.'s Ella, had released a single, about her deceased dog.. haiz.. and listening to it.. i think it does voice out the thoughts of al dog owners who had lost their beloved dogs.. anyway.. do dogs go to heaven??

2007-08-23T09:23:00.000+08:00

haha.. just managed to pull my shoulder muscle yesterday.. haix.. and i realised something... i din bring my whole pencil case to sch.. which also means that my thumbdrive which contains my gp presentation is sleepin at home.. arghhh.. okie la.. i've a great memory.. oops.. haha.. just see what i can do later...

hmm... letting go is definitely not easy.. but i think i may be well on the process to do so... perhaps.. with the stuff we need to do for A's... well.. perhaps its the best time ba.. haha

oh no... A's are comng le.. tho prelims are here first... haiz.. nevermind.. just do what i can do... yawn... think i should go get a sleep being starting to study ba.. haha..

2007-08-20T12:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. just went for the fireworks festival over the weekend, thought i only managed to ctach the one on sat.. BUT... it was BRILLIANT.... how did they even manage to come up with so many styles???? i mean its one thing for them to explode but its another for them to continue to change patterns... haha.. hmm.. maybe i shall go study fireworks le... lol.. its really amazing to see the dary skies being lit up by the pretty little things.. haha.. they're so much nicer than the ones during this year's NDP's... haha

and of course, special thanks to le le, and ivy... who informed me that they gotten a prime spot.. we're just next to the floating platform... haha.. so there is also the background music too... think some of it or maybe all was from that nu zi shi er yue fang??? haha...

and emy.. my internet connection is down.. i posted the comments and all in sch... lol.. finally one good use of the sch.. hehe

and of course.. all the best to those who are taking their prelims and A's this year.. haix.. after a stressful two years, its finally drawing to an end.. haha.. i dunno whther to rejoice or to feel anxiety because i haven even study yet.. lol...

2007-08-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

haha.. very long din update le.. due to some unforeseen circumstances of my internet connection.. lol... haha.. hmm.. feeling quite happy now.. but i also dunno why.. cos i should be feeling rather stress due to the A'ls and prelims which is only 27 days away!!! haha

anyway.. i'll be looking forward to the fireworks festival... its been quite some time that i really see fireworks 'live' ... not from the tv or photos.. think the last time i saw them 'live' was about 2 years ago?? at Mabel's house... haha...hmm.. still wondering if i should bring my camera along or not..

anyway.. anybody know of a good brand of muscle sprain cream thingie?? haha..or methods to relieve the pain from an ankle sprain??? pls tell me.. dun leave a tag.. cos i'll be needing it urgently and i think the next time i'm online is like ages later... haha..

hmm.. wat else.. well.. i got a new watch!!! ok.. its not that new.. but haha.. have it since my birthday le.. think i'll upload the picture of it soon.. haha.. anyway.. enough crapping... just good luck to all those ppl who are stduying hard for the prelims ba.. ganbatte...

2007-07-24T12:41:00.000+08:00

haix... why did niang single me out for counselling??? i'm perfectly fine.. sob sob,, haha.. anyway.. look at the definition below... it'll help you clear your doubts about me sia.. lol.. i'm sane, not insane..

Mental illnesses affect the functioning and thinking processes of the individual, greatly diminishing his or her social role and productivity in the community. (http://www.who.int/mediacentre/factsheets/fs218/en/) haha.. see... i'm not like that lo.. i can think... can produce stuff( like horrrible tests and work).. haha

haix.. this is a rather hectic week.. and i realised, i have not update any academic qualities about me.. and my pdp achievements and all is not updated.. anyway.. i thought the teachers are supposed to do this part for us??? haix.. nevermind.. i shall wait for the weekend to do...

hmm.. i'm not sure why i still feel like having chocolates lately... haha, maybe i should go to the shops and buy some home...

yes, i'm rambling.... oh.. and i still need to complete tai tai's autograph book, and suzzie's one too.. haix.. hectic life.. no wonder my brain cells are dying off

2007-07-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.. to go or not to go... its such a dilemma..on one hand, i'm rather er, say excited?? abt it but on the other hand.. i'm also bit sian by it... whats more, its bit ex sia... esp for the er.. settings??? haix... what to do....

2007-07-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

hmm... they say two parties with similar characters are bound to have clashes... as they can't agree on whats being said and all.. in a working environment.. i think thats aboslutely true.. who can stand a stubborn, obsinated peer?? arguements would have been plentiful i think.. perhaps even over the type of fonts to use in documents.. lol.. then what about those relationship relations??? whether its mother and daughter, father and son, siblings... or even just simple friends to friends to complicated stuff like married couples and all??

hmm.. thats an interesting and very complex study.. no wonder i'm so fascinated by psychology... lol... die.. if i really become a pscho, won't i be going around just trying to study other ppl's behaviour and actions?? think my peers would go crazy.. thats if they have not already been crazy.. haha.. anyway..

uploaded two photos.. one of me sleeping in class.. i din mean to.. just too boring.. and one of just half of the looney royales..

2007-07-16T12:13:00.000+08:00

just logged in for a short while before lunch time is over.. lol.. the whole loooney royales are in the hub.. just checking their mails and blogs.. for once, i really felt like i'm living in the tech savvy era.. haha.. though i still remain a comp idiot...

2007-07-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

well... after the previous post, i realised tht i din post up the table of 'compare and contrast between you know who and you know what.. haha.. alright.. its _______ and B&J.. buten.. after typing out the long entry for the previous post... i've no longer the heart to post up the table.. in case someone's heart really really get smashed into pieces... oops...

anyway... i've began to sort out a study schedule today.. and haix.. either the govt is really testing our resiliant to stress.. or they really trust our abilities.. wait.. isn't it because they trust our abilities thats why they wan to test how far we can go before we snap?? i'm not really making any sense here i think..

hmm.. wat else stuff can i crap about...well.. i dread monday, wed, thurs and fri... you should know why.. i wonder what else drama i'll be getting...hmm.. and i really wonder when my limits will really be broken by those drama stuff..haix..well.. do you think i'll be getting any quotes from _________ in class??? where they might be from my entries?? hmm.. well, the suspense is worht waiting for.. haha oh.. i may also be getting a gallery soon.. got the idea from tai tai.. haha.. oops.. i'm a copycat

2007-07-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm....well, think this post may be rather offending to some.. and perhaps it may show how narrow minded a girl can be but then, if i don't get it off my chest.. i'll be like tai tai, who'll die of er... something???

PS: if you feel that you will get offended, don't scroll down. cos i'm quite harsh, and will not leave any 'face'..and its not a pleasant read.
PPS: this is my blog, where i'm allowed to say my thoughts. if you're unhappy, so be it.. just dun read my entry...
PPPS: the warning has been given.. if you are really a sensitive person... just leave now...
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seriously speaking, is there anything wrong with ppl who try their best to improve their grades?? i thought it was an accepted and even the norm for students to seek help from 'external' sources ( meaning tuition) other than their teachers in schools.. from the day we began our education in primary sch, to our sec sch days, which one of us did not sought tuition help in any of our subjects?? must there be such a huge reaction from your sch teacher?? or is it really due to one's inferior complexity that one will react in a certain way??

lets take a closer, more moderate view about tuition... in general. and lets just hav a look into my experiences in sec sch..when we go for maths tuition, sciences or Chinese tuition in the past, do the particular subject teachers got all offended?? i doubt so. all they might be concerned about, is whether the tuition teachers teach you methods not recognised by the examiners, which mean we might be penalised, where our grades would suffer as a result. but then again, such concerns are justifiable. when i was in sec 3,4, i had both GP remedial from my excellent sch Eng tutor, as well as GP tuition. i even openly discussed with my Eng teacher what we are doin in the tuition class. did my eng teacher get all emo, and started to be sarcastic, or say, being a hypocrite?? nope. she really did not. and i'm not saying this from a bias point of view. she knows that our eng is rather abysmal, and she don't mind we are receiving more help, as long it really benefits us.

so why is that we are receivin such emoish stuff now?? from one of our sch tutor just because we seek help for the subject from 'external' sources?? why is it a bad thing that after our tuition, our grades did improved.. hell, i improved like about 10 marks?? i received about 45?? for promo last year, managing an E grade. this time ard, just after about er, 4-5 mths of tuition, i scored about 54.4.. getting a D grade... and what does that implies?? MY TUITION HELPS AND IT BENEFITS ME!!! of course i'm glad about the improvement. furthermore, two of my frens who also went for tuition, had become the top and the second top scorers in class for this subject.. is that really a bad thing?? when the ranking for our class in this sub was read out( where we managed to squeezed into top 10), there was no smiles from the teacher.. ok, thats still alright, but __________, din even bothered to acknowledge the top scorers efforts.. i mean, realistically speaking, aren't teachers supposed to like, clap for them, say something that they did put in efforts??

but, what really irks me is, do you need to be so sarcastic abt ppl going for tuition just because we care for our performance for the A's?? quoted: 'i don't understand why ppl would rather pay $180 for crash course' and something again along the lines of ppl benefiting from external help... haiz.. pls, we seek external help because we wan to be benefit from it... why else will we waste our money and time then?? anyway, the crash course is $160.. get the facts right man....but then again, ______, might not be referring to our crash course.. haha..

aside from those unwelcome, non constructive criticism, may i ask what exactly are we doing in ______'s class?? it was _______ who said in the past that if we don't care for the lesson, we should go sit at the back row, quietly do our stuff, and don't disturb those who wan to study, esp those who din received any EXTERNAL HELP.. thats what we did... and look at those sarcasm again.. and then, after spending our money to purchase the notes, do we really really go thr them?? the blanks in quite a number of different sets of the subject notes are still blank, where in reality, we are supposed to go thr them together with _________ in lessons. _______ said he/she don't see the need and don't really wan to follow what other tutors do in their lessons, like er, going thr a particular worksheet and show us exactly this is what the examiners are looking for.. personally, i think thats a lot more helpful than what _______ himself/herself has been doin in class. talk without action is dead. one can go on about how much effort one is putting in, but where's the substance to follow thr??

furthermore.. i'm super amused and surprised when ______ said things like er, he/she is rather disappointed that those who went for ______'s own sch crash course din do better in the exam...( i've a real mc to prove my absence--sick la!!)...hmm.. but since i never go for it, i can't say how useful or beneficial it is la..

i can count the number of times during lessons that ________DIN digress from the topic ON HAND or from the things _____ supposedly wans to do. i'm alright with some laughter here and there but there should still be a limit right?? BEN&JERRY is doing fine with such digression. in the tuition class, we do digress, but, its still somehow linked to our topic. for ________.. i think you need to go to the ends of the universe to find the links. jokes are fine.. but then.. its just... my vocab fails me...

i dunno why, but it does seems that the more ______ tries to act in this emo way.. the more _____ is losing the heart of his/her students. why must there be a clash between tuition and sch lessons?? we are doing our best to listen in class.. its just that we realised its a waste of our time.. if we are allowed to not attend _______'s class.. i wonder how many will really go..

anyway, i told u ppl that its not going to be a nice entry.. so if u're offended, well.. i told u to leave at the very very start le ma... so i'm not taking any responsibility..hehe.. by they way.. if _____ happnes to coincidentally reads this.. you can just tok it straightforwardly with me...no need for any er, sugar coating that you piled upon your sarcasm, which i feel the need to mention, is really makin u look like a hypocrite, in and out..i'm already 17, going on 18..i do know what's my purpose in life, and what i'm saying. some may say i'm irresponsible, bias about my views, too extreme, but hey, moderate views are boring.. opinionated views are interesting, as long as they are substantiated by facts.. which i really hav .. ^_^

2007-07-10T12:57:00.000+08:00

haha.. looking at the weather now, i'm having a carving for ice cream..

2007-07-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

oh ya, i fail to mention something just now.. the idiotic, senseless, yucky, useless GST hike.. casued the prices of comic to increase fifty cents!!! haha,, yes, its not really alot by some standards.. but..(sob sob) once you start buying more comics.. the increase really burns a larger hole in my pocket... haiz... that means i have to save more le.. maybe cut down on my food expenses!!! ( is that even possible??)

2007-07-10T11:48:00.000+08:00

haha.. its been a super long time since i updated my blog.. well, i just didn't find the time to go online.. haha.. sorry ppl..

there will be another change in my life after the 26/7... but dun fret, i believe it should be a good thing to happen.. hopefully the peaceful days can return and last...

just started an autograph book recently and i discovered that i'm still very primary sch standards... haiz.. i still start with the name, add and all those stuff.. haha... never mind, i can write another one AGAIN.. cos its my book.. hehe.. hey, when another person sees my entry, they would just be reminded of their primary sch days k.. so its a good thing.. haha..maybe later i shall go print out some photos too.. hmm, can paste there.. lol.. i love piggy's entry,, the pig is very cute..

haha.. i cut my hair too... only last week or so.. hee, my fringe is short.. very cute. i like to pull at it while i'm doing my work nowadays.. lol.. but lele and woodpecker said that i looked childish when i tied up my hair in that short, minuscule ponytail... haha... nevermind, i'm still young.. its good to be youthful!!

haiz, its after JCT, where all of us will get back our results.. hmm, its too disgusting to mention anything about my horrible results. but. but. i really feel that i need to mention something about my GP.. haha.. i actually got a 51.5!!! i mean, it may not be very high or good enough for some, and maybe there will be some ppl who's scratching their heads now cos they dun see why i'm so excited over the marks..but.. the big deal is.. its the first time i've gotten 51.5 since my jc times.. haha.. thanks to BEN & JERRY... i really think that those who had received BEN & JERRY's help, their GP results did improved alot this time round. all hail BEN& JERRY.. haha.. hopefully, i can continue to improve all the way till A'Ls, where i won't make any silly mistakes..

hmm, an embarrassing thing happened to me on sun, 8/7/07... i fell down on the stairs!!! fortunately, its the very last step that i slipped on, so not that bad i think. i shudder to think about the outcome if i slipped on the top stairs.. will i roll down?? maybe.. haha.. and i'll be in the hopsital le.. lol. and ppl were like looking at me... so embarrassed... haiz.. and as a result, my tailbone is hurting now.. anyone knows how long it takes for a bruised tailbone to heal?? hopefully it can completely heal before the sickening NAPFA's.

speaking of which, i really had no idea how i am supposed to pass my 2.4km run... i'm already panting after only like 1 round?? die.. i hate running.. yucks...

time is really passing by super fast.. about 15 weeks more, i'll be sitting for my A'Ls le.. hmm.. after the JCT's results, i'm really not very encouraged... except for gp( a little).. and about 2 more weeks, it'll be the one year demise of Gigi.. hmm.. at this point, i dun know what i'm feeling.. will i cry on that day?? will i be ultra sad?? or will i just be going through my day as per normal.. its scary no matter its which type of circumstances.

2007-06-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

haha.. so glad that tai tai even bothered to read my blog even if she's at HK... buy some DIM SUM Back... yum yum.. hee..but i seriously doubt that she can carry all the stuff. knowing her, she must have went on a spending spree. haha

went to watch ocean's thirteen the other day, and i'm really glad that i managed to catch it.. if you're looking for a movie that doesn't bore you, try the movie out.. haha.. but i actually wanted to watch zodiac in the first place, but there's no suitable time.. never mind, think i shall try to purchase the vcd instead.. no, in case you din know, zodiac is not that animation movie about the dragon and all.. its about that serial killer in the 1960s?? who is still not arrested till today.. but no one knew where he is.. whether he died or is still alive.

anyway, talking about ocean's thirteen, behind all the action, i'm quite amazed by the friendship and brotherhood that they showed.. imagine risking your lives for a friend whose stubbornness and er, stupidity in a way, landed him in trouble in the first place. i mean, its good enough without scolding him or wat.. haha.. if i had such a friend, i'll be sure to throw him into the dead sea, after whacking him on the head..... first, before trying to see wat i can do to help him with the situation... haiz..

yucks.. exams are approaching.. and looking at the stuff, i'm glad when the A'ls are over.. hee,just hang in there peeps.. just a little over five months before our nightmares are over.. haha

2007-06-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

hm, after reading tai tai's post abt the paris hilton controversy, hee, i do think i have some of my own thoughts too.. but my stand on it is different from tai tai's stand.

to me, i really felt that it was bizzare that the sheriff lee bara(?? if i got the name wrong, pls pardon me) had decided to send her back to her home to serve the rest of her sentence just due to an unspecified medical condition when she had only been there for about then 3 days?? i mean, if another LA citizen who gives the same type of reason so as to be able to be on home probation, i think the sheriffs won't even bat an eyelid.. that's why i feel that the judge's decision to throw her back to jail to serve out the rest of her term for the full 40 days, not a day less is a superb one. the final decision made, really proved that no one can be above the law, whether you are filthy rich or not.

something that the judge said also makes alot of sense. if paris hilton does have a medical condition, she could get a medical checkup in one of the jail's medical facilities. anyway, she have been given special treatment already, such as having her own cell and all.. the original sentence for her was abt 45, 46 days?? and it was reported that if she displays good behaviour, she can serve abt 23 days in jail, and then the rest on home probation. yet now, due to her actions, she had to served it in jail for a full 40 days..

i do understand that all the unwanted attention that she received did cause her stress but then, since she is a socialite, she should have been accustomed to all that. the news today also hinted that that sheriff lee had received financial donations from paris's father... how true is that, i'm not very sure.

on channel's eight news where it also gave a report about this case. a female American black was saying that her boyfriend was also caught drink driving, and he was sentenced to about 4 months jail. as you can understand, she was rather furious about this unfair treatment that paris hilton got. so why does it seemed as though the celebrities and the wealthy receive preferential treatment where the rest of the ppl don't get?? is this really how the world works??

in spore, christoper lee received a month of jail sentence for drink driving. and he didn't whine about it. in fact, i think that the lawyers had insisted on appealing for a heavier sentence or insisted on pressing another charge about him not stopping the car when he had hit the victim.

if paris hilton was tried in our courts, how different would the verdict be? or would it be the same?? she must have been too used in getting her way out of trouble and thats why, she was so traumatised and stunned by the judge's final decision. the evening news had reported that she will giving up the chance to appeal against her sentence. some may feel that it is because she had really reflected about her actions, therefore feeling remorse, will dutifully serve out her sentence. but wat if you take a skeptical view?? wat if, this particular decision was becasue their lawyers knew that amid such controversies and the negative reactions from the LA citizens, their chances of succeeding in an appeal would be slim?? worse, it might convinced the judge, whether it would be a different one, to pass on a heavier sentence?? i mean, thats probable.. haha..

but anyway, don't drive if you drink, how long must it take for such a simple msg to sink into ppl's brains?? across the continents, we keep getting reports on how ppl, not just celebs who drunk drive, and later keep harping on how remorseful they feel... its bit stupid isn't it..

2007-05-25T19:51:00.001+08:00

yay, its the sch hols again... finally.. but then, the hols are to be used productively, to study for jct and prelims and A'ls.. haiz...

anyway, we are going to have our wushu T next mon or tue.. fast right.. yup yup...was supposed to be attending the sports elective today.. but... due to some unforeseen circumstances, i had a major backache pain.. waa.. its so yucky.. not sure why, but ever since jc, the pain is getting increasingly intensive...can't tolerate it as well as last time..

its frightening how fast time has passed.. although we do know that time passes very quickly, its still scary to know that in a few more months, we will be taking our A'ls, and subsequently, be leaving our friends to a new environment.. we can still contact each other still i believe, but i do know that its hard to maintain contact very regularly.. hence,, to the sushi mafia.. i'm so sorry that we can't meet up as often as possible.. miss u guys...

time seemed to zoomed pass since last year.. this coming sunday would be the annual wushu camp.. its hard to imagine that we are planning the schedule for it, when last year, we are the year ones who just need to attend it..haiz...i'm getting old le...

2007-05-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

its the worst when kids fall ill.. they would refuse to take their medicine and make a huge din about it. once you are able to force it down their throats, they would even vomit it out.. making a mess..haiz.. why can't they just quietly and take the medicine, its not like its very yucky.. you offer them plain water, they dun wan, you offer them hot drinks, they refuse, you offer them soft drinks, they would rush to you and beg for more.. baka..

tmr would be a busy day.. think i do not need to rush to so many places since sec 3/4.. in the morn, i need to be in sch for the college day, then i need to rush for tuition, after which, i will meet tai tai for dinner, and lastly, we will go to watch CO concert together...hmm.. hope the concert is worth the time. haha..

lookin at other ppl's class Tshirts, it always reminds me about the existent or rather non existent of my own classs T shirt..... so far, my jc class T shirt is still in the process of production?? though we had already paid up( like about $20 or 25, its so long since we cough up the money that i forgot how much it is excatly) and waited for god knows how long for it to be ready...*shrugs* what can we do. i think we can only look up and try to count the stars in the night sky while hoping that the T shirt will be ready soon.. i only hope we will not be able to receive it only on our graduation day..which is like a few months more?? buten, i think we would have a new wushu T before the wushu camp... think they would send in the design by next week the latest?? haha.. i can't believe it. why does it seems that only my class T shirt is taking such a long time to be ready? when the rest can be done in like two weeks or even less??HAIX....

i'm reminded of my sec 4 shirt, where upon our graduation, we wrote stuff about each other on the shirt. haha.. its still in my wardrobe.. think it would be something that i will keep until i'm old.. hehe..

2007-05-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

surprises are the most meaningful when there's no indication that there will be one. no, i'm not making any 'profound' statement. its like, on our birthday, we will at least have some type of awareness that our friends or family may be planning something for us behind our backs. hence, that type of surprises while they are still pleasant, it does lack a certain sort of the 'surprise' element. but of cos, we still love any types of surprises right..

haha.. but anyway, just felt like taking a break from 'cramming' the bio stuff into my head.. haiz...

if its only me who feel this way about a certain issue, then i think its most probably cos the problem lies with me. however, i'm very very very sure that its not only me who feel this way. so the crux of the problem lies with the person right?? tsk tsk, why does it seems that of lately, there is always some problems?? being too insensitive is bad, but being over sensitive is worse..

2007-05-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

toliet breaks... hmm, why is that girls will take such a long time to use the toliets?? i'm not very sure.. even without having to Q for the cubicles, girls will still take a long time to come out of the toliets. whats more, in thy sch, there are only toliets on the first and second floor in the old block, only on every floor in the new block. so when we have to come down from the fourth or fifth floor in the old block to use the toliets, its inevitable that we will take at least 15 mins? but at least we will try our best not to dilly dally right.. hmm, lol.. think it also hav to do with our motivation to attend the lessons thats after our toliet breaks.. haha

i'm bullied by my 2nd nephew today.. WAA.. unfair unfair.. what is the world coming to??? he used his small, tiny, pillow to hit me, when i was taking a nap today.. sheesh, and when i scolded him, he actually dared to cry.. hmpf... nvm, i shall come up with something to bully him tmr.. hahaha..

2007-05-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

waa, there's going to be two tests next week, biology and chemistry... yucks yucks yucks... haha.. dunno how to study for them.. somemore i'm feeling tired recently.. why?? hmm, maybe i should sleep more in lectures to add more sleeping hours.. but i feel so so so proud of myself.. i only slept during the last five minutes durin econs lec on mon, and only like the last 15 mins durin today's bio lec.. hee, maybe this is the reason why i'm feeling so tired, cos my sleeping hours have been cut down so much.. haha..

i feel so cheated today because of the maths test. i do know how to work out the answer for the last question but, but at the very last step, i forgot to do continuity correction so my final answer is off.. WA!!! haha, this is the first time in so many 'years' that i do know how to work out the maths answer during a test.. haix... hee, maybe this spells hope for jct, prelims and A'l maths.. haha.. hmm, i should aim for a sub pass duing jct for my maths.. hee.. having a reasonable aim is very good and sensible. lol

this is the look of being well rested and very very well fed.. i also wan to be like that...

Don't matter

2007-05-05T07:33:00.000+08:00

how do we see the true colours of someone?? appearances are deceiving and they can't be relied upon, to help judge one's personalilty and character.. take me for example. often, whenever i joined in to a new environment and hav to mix with a new bunch of ppl, their first impression of me is that i'm a quiet and GENtle one.. haha.. but after they get to know me, they realised that i'm rather noisy...and just a tad less gentle.

yesterday, while most of the Looneys(except for piao, suzzie and lele) were at KFC for lunch, a rather cute guy( whose looks are slightly above average), caught our eyes. not that we were feasting on him.. but he became one of our conversation topics. just judgin by appearance, he seems to be a , er sunshine boy?? those who might be involved in sports and blah... however, when he steped out of KFC with his group of friends, we realised that they began to smoke...whats more, we think that they were most prob in sec school only... as one of his mates was in a sec sch uni. that totally dashed the whole healthy image he represented. its surprising how one's action can just destroy the image that a person give to the outer world. not that we discriminate against smokers, but they are seriously too young to touch those stuff..

my leg is hurting again.. maybe i should just take my mum's advice and go visit the doctor... haha, i don't know why, but it seems that i really need some time and peace alone. while the rest were involved in training yesterday, i was doing my own stuff... haha.. partly was because my leg is hurting abit. but i think mainly was cos i simply don't have the enthusiasm to do training yesterday. lol...hmm, it scares me how these feelings or mood swings can just creep up on me sometimes..its those kind of feelings when you just dun feel like interacting with anyone..just wanted to do things alone, without having to socialise.. hmm, maybe it was because my energy was used up earlier during lunch, when we joked about. haha.. think i'm getting influenced by the emo-ness that has been spreading about.... haha...

2007-04-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

i don't don't feel like studying econs.. haha.. i did look at them today, yesterday, the day before and blah.. haiz.. feel like ponning tmr lol...but i shall be guai and attend all the lessons.. haha...

hm, just scolded my nephews for being too noisy... buten they still continued to make noise now.. maybe i wasn't fierce enough.. haha.. kids, are kids... maybe i shall go think of some punishments for them, just to make them quiet.. good idea.. haha

2007-04-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

i was coming home today when they showed the world's funniest animals on tv mobile. it was about animals, mostly dogs and cats who 'dreamt' while sleeping.. haha, the summary of what the animals are dreaming of, coupled with the visual effects were really very funny. couldn't help but to smile widely at those antics. it evoked some memories in me, that usually, i would tend to leave untouched since august last year. i'm reminded of how gigi ( my deceased dog) loved to burrow into my blankets when i'm sleeping. you will get a huge shock especially when you did not expect something furry, warm and er, fat, to be pressin against you. for days that i sleep in, she would always, always dig under my pillow, and plonk herself right underneath it. and there you have, her being comfortably sandwiched between the bed and the pillow, while i have to sleep without the pillow....otherwise i might squashed her to death. haiz, the master and dog roles have been reversed.. then at night, i have a sudden urge to drink coke. as i was smuggling it inside my bedroom, so as to not let daniel, the youngest nephew know about it and kick up a fuss that he also wants to drink, i am reminded of how in the past, whenever its about nine pm, i will or my mum, will have to go pour out a bowl of coke for gigi to drink. if not, she will come scratching at your legs.. and her claws are long.. so its like dammed painful... it has been abt six months?? that she has passed away, but it still felt so unreal. i mean, its like, i can kinda expect her to be coming out of my bedroom now, as i'm typing this, cos she would be sleeping before this, and then coming out to have her dinner..

cherish the things that you have around you now, cos you would regret it once they are gone. time can't be reversed, looking back will only bring more sorrow, especailly for those who had not come to terms with the loss. have i come to terms with her passing away? i'm not sure. but what i know is, a part of me had gone away with her, on that day when she left me. its burned into ashes. like what she is now. i don't like crying and i usually will stop myself from crying whenever i'm faced with things that upset me. cos i always feel that crying is a weakness. buten, sometimes, when i;m reminded of her, or when i feel lonely in the house, tears would tend to come.. i have never realise the joy of having her in my life that explictly until she left me. if she did not die, i'm sure that she would be sleeping on top of my sch bag.. she loved to do so.. and then, when she got up, there will surely be fur stuck to my bag..

i missed the way she would badger us to give her food even though she already ate, or to play with her. i missed the way she would stare and growl at my youngest nephew whenever he tried to pull her tail. i missed the way i used to cheer her on, to bite my nephews if they ever tried to bully her. and of course, the way my mum would 'scold' me and say 'yao si ar' in chinese whenever we do that. i missed the way i always irritate her and wake her up from her nap when i came home. she never greeted me you know, she would only come out an greet my mum cos my mum would be the one bringing our meals back, for days that she don't cook.. that dog is clever sia..

till now, whenever daniel, the younger nephew sees some animals, even polar bears, on the tv or books, he would go ' there, gigi, gigi'... last time, i would say, gigi sleeping la, or she's here not there, stupid. but now, i don't even make any comments. its the same for my mum too. we would used to laughed over how other huge animals like the polar bear can remind my nephew about my dog.. one of my fav topic with my mum in the past is to chat over how naughty gigi had been the previous day, either taking a very long time to finish her dinner, or how she had bullied my nephews in the day.. and of course, i would always stand on her side.. thats obvious...i would not know how long i need to really get over her, but i do know that she would live in my heart always... haiz....

she trying to smirk at me...

2007-04-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

Sincerity is something that can only be shown through actions and not, simply, by mere, plain words. it is also something which cannot be faked. lets face it... do we prefer to have friends who might have their own flaws, but yet, who will treat you with absolute loyalty, have trust in you and most importantly, they will not hide behind a mask everytime they deal with matters, or do we want to have friends who tries too hard to play the good person everytime?? i don't really know why, but i just can't seem to tolerate such personalities in the latter case..everyone is imperfect, no matter how hard we try, we will sure have some character traits that are not too favourable. i don't think that i have the best personality too, but at least i'm true to myself...

having minor ups and downs during the phase of your life is very, very common. hence i don't see the need for one to be so er,.. upset?? or emotionally disturbed for Too long a period. and i shall emphasize again, its MINOR upsets during the long course of your life...whats the use of moping around when the thing that you really need to do, is to pull up your socks, and to give the best effort in the things that had disheartened you..that's a reason why i can't stand well, you-know-what and you-know-who.. sorry, the Harry Potter craze is coming back.. can't resist in using those terms.. haha..

anyway, on a brighter note.. i FINALLY passed my chem test.. wohoo... yesh, MEOWW~~~~.. lol...i passed i passed i passed.. haha.. lets just hope that i can start passing my other tests too.. lol, though i don't really dare to bear much hope on maths.. hehe..well, maths and me just dislike each other from the first sight.. haha, there's love at first sight so there is definitely dislike at first sight.. its my logic anyway..

our principal had announced that they would put in an appeal to MOE, for our PW results, as the sch felt that the grades can be improved.. well, a lot of us don't think that there will be much changes or even any, i mean, since when they do?? haha... but nonetheless, we felt a tiny surge of hope rushing through us when we heard the news.. tsk tsk.., typical s'poreans.. haha...

2007-04-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

meow.. just received my PW comments today.. well, i rather not received it.. i dun mind a B, buten, after reading the excellent comments that the examiners gave me for OP, wah... i really felt very pissed... cos now, i knew that its all those written stuff that pulled me down, from PI to I & R blah.. meow...

anyway, sch was rather alright today surprisingly, though there were a few things that well, evoked my, erm, pissed off feelings... well, perhaps that's not exactly the right word but I'm don't know what else can aptly describe the mood that i was in then.. haha..

i believed that in this society, everyone hides our true colours behind a mask, i don't think that is a bad thing, since we do need to protect ourselves from being hurt to a certain extent. such a behaviour is an innate instinct that each and everyone of us will possess. The only difference being the degree of how much we reveal our true self to others. perhaps i'm one who is rather straightforward, which attributes to why i kinda dislike hypocrites, and those who do things with a hidden agenda. that's why, i feel rather put off when one tries very strongly to defend himself or herself over their actions and behaviour to others, to deny their true intentions, when it is so super duper obvious to us, what they are trying to do or had done. Maybe i'm just being too skeptical or reading too much into it, but then, such a situation has happened more than once...

i love to look at things in different perspectives, though i may not be able to do it always.. hence, i welcome discussions which really stretches my mind to think in depth.. maybe that's another reason why i'm so interested in psychology. haha, and that's the one major reason i really like my favourite class so much( this is not sarcasm, i really like it)..but i don't like it, when one tries to argue their way through, when the facts are blatantly placed in front of them. hypothetical issues are defined as such, is precisely because they hadn't occurred before. whats more, i believe that when we are engaged in a lively discussion, its important to hear what the other party has to say first, without interrupting them in the middle of their explanations. otherwise, one would just be going about in circles, because they didn't grasp the true meaning of what the other party is trying to explain. but the thing that really irritates me is the fact that when one comes to a conclusion, they actually reiterates the other party's points, while sounding that that's the points they had wanted to show or tell us since the start. then whats the point of the earlier discussion??? isn't it a waste of time?? haiz... whats the use of playing the role of a good person??? its actually quite pointless right... haha.. well.. think i shan't go further, otherwise..... hehe.....meow... actually i think i should go eat some supper.. all this tying has make me hungry again..

2007-04-21T09:39:00.000+08:00

Genetic engineering... designer babies.. and finally, abortion...
these were the topics for discussion for yesterday's sch gp lesson.. and amazingly, i left with even stronger conviction of what i have always felt...personally, i do not agree with manipulating the foetus genes, just to create a genius, or one who will above the rest.. i mean, if fate gives you a child, why is there still a need to tweak with his genes to make him better? from a religious point of view, we are God's creation and therefore, we are the best in his eyes. if we go ahead and change the dna, its like telling Him that your creation is not perfect.. from a pragmatist point of view.. why do we need to waste that hundreads of thousands dollars to create a genius child, who might still give the parents' same old nightmares.. lol..

But the abortion issue is where the main differences came in.. . i'm sure there are differing opinions even in our group, but thats not the main issue here. however i agree with what Royal Mouse had commented.

how should abortion be justified? if the baby is going to be born with birth defects, like being handicapped or with down's syndrome, are we going to abort him or give them a chance to live?
if the parents are financially stabled and really, are convinced that they can provide the love for this child, then by all means, have the child.. however, have we actually wondered if thats really the best thing for the child? as he is growing up, perhaps there are some areas in our society that will accept him fully as what he is, but lets not bluff ourselves, is the whole society really going to the same?? i don't believe that. have we ever considered the psychological effects that the child's going to face?? yes, the parents will be there to help soften the impact, but how long can they do that. humans are bound to die one day... if the child's emotional support is gone one day, what will happen?? furthermore, lets zoom in to the parent's perspective.. people around them might labelled them as noble, since they are willing to sacrifice for their own flesh and blood. the whole family might still be loovey doovey for the first few years. yet, is there a possiblilty that this situation might change in a few more years? humans are not perfect. will there be one day when the parents grew tire of taking care of the child? will the child be a start for disagreements between the parents, or even leading to the break up of the marriage?? all these are possible scenarios, not to be dismissed. if things are going to end up like this, which i hope not, then won't it cause another emotional blow to the child, as he believes that he is the underlying root, like a jinx??

but of cos, i don't agree using abortion just and when we like. its still a life anyway. i support considering abortion as an option only when there might be birth defects or danger to the mother...

lets move on to the next scenario. what if one is raped, and gotten pregnant? and what if you are living in a community that frowns upon unwed mother, and even, to the horrors, one who was raped.. if abortion is a ticket for this girl to a completely new lease of life, will you encourage the girl to do so?? most importantly, this child is not conceived with love, its conceived with hatred?? furthermore, do you think its good for the child to learn that he existed because his father raped his mother?? yes, of course, one can carry the child to full term and then give him up for adoption..but then again, is it really a better alternative? to some , the latter may be a better one..

after a long chat with royal mouse, im rather convinced that one should really have a stand on whatever issue there may be. if we agree with someone simply becasue we don't wish to offend them, then, well, haha.. some things are better left unsaid..

2007-04-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

the pair of notorious nephews.. *shudders*

from left: lewis and daniel trying to pose...

2007-04-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

hmm.. gotten a B for my pw... not sure whether is good or bad.. was hoping for an A though. but never mind.. life still goes on...

haha.. wushu competition is finally over.. yesh.. finally a chance to really relax... its not that bad as i thought it was.. haha...hmm.. gotten 7th and 9th out of the two events i competed in.. yea

we went to this secondary sch for the 5 days competition.. i have to say.. comparing the toliets, TJ's toliets are like first class.... the stench from the sch's toliets are so bad... and its not just contained to one cubicle or a day in particular... almost fainted while i was in there..whew, actually i think that sac's toliets are the best... didn't encounter such problems.. while i was there durin the whole 10 years

2007-04-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

i am really really very very convinced that i can't do maths at all.... haiz..... whats wrong with the education system?? why do we need to learn about stuff like 'poison' and binomal distribution rubbish... and about vectors and trigo.. i mean unless u want to be an architecture or maths teacher or enginneer, i doubt we will be using those stuff in the future... wah... really felt like tearing up the maths stuff into pieces... yucks yucks yucks

didn't know how me and my mum went into this topic but anyway, while we were chatting this afternoon, she said that the best thing for a girl to do, is NOT to get married.. why have the need to be tied down by a family, when one can just earn and spend all the money in anyway we want??? especially when troubles and problems would surface in a relationship. then there will be much unneeded heartache.. haix... haha... but this also solves a problem for me next time when i say that i dun want to get married...one less pressure to face i think... hahaha...

bleah

2007-04-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

is there anything real anymore about 'happily ever after'?? whatever happen to promises and vows and commitment to each other?? haiz... relationships are really very troublesome.. this reminds me of te song jay chou sang, that 'ting ma ma de hua'... seriously, its best not to be in relationships at this age... haiz

lets talk about something happier...me, ivy and heng pei went to k box and parkway today... haha.. we had our usual and even crazier behaviour... the k box parkway is so much nicer than the marina square one.. at least thats what i think... haha.. hmm... well.. just feel like writing something... haha.. think i shall just stop and go sleep.. brain juicies are drained off le..

me in my room...

2007-04-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

Looking back on the past 17 years of my life…I begin to wonder what is the true meaning of ‘life’ per se. What exactly have I done in the past 17 years that I am really proud of, that I really felt that its meaningful? Studies make up a huge part of my life but after studying for so many years, what have it done for me? I may gain more intellectually but that is only confined within the syllabus of the textbooks. Many things in this world are still beyond my limits. It’s the routine that all of us have to go through; the conformity of it makes me ponder what exactly is the meaning of living life to the fullest? Does that phrase only applies when we have started working, so that we can splurge on material needs to satisfy our wants? But how are we supposed to comprehend what is living life to the fullest, especially when we spend a large part of our waking hours just going through a usual routine? Enjoying a day or two out, having no need to worry about our studies for that limited period of time don’t exactly mean that we are living life to the fullest life right? The privilege of having fun with our family or friends aren’t something special, it’s our right isn’t it? But other than doing that, how else are we supposed to live life to the fullest? Hobbies only exist when we truly have the time to appreciate them. hmm... well.. maybe i'll be able to come up with something that might answer my own doubts soon..

2007-03-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

alright, either i have sensitive ears or i am just plain impatient.. especially with my nephews.. when they make any slightest noise, i'll come down on them like a vulture... its strange, but i just can't stand noises coming from them... if i am with my friends, i think i am probably the noisest in the group.. perhaps its because of the location?? i like my house to be quiet, to be free of nonsense(excluding listening to music on the stereo) so thats a major reason why i can't tolerate noises from my nephews at all..i pity them.. having such an overbearing aunt... with children, i will always be rather hot tempered.. thats why i must really think thrice before having my own brats..

my youngest nephew(daniel) gave us a scare this late afternoon.. although he is a monkey, always climbing around, jumping down from high areas, this is the first time he actually stood on top of the whole sofa( as in the backrest(?) part). he even do the stunt of bending his knees up there ( like how we will bend ours before doing the standin broadjump...) if he loses his balance, he will fall backwards, landing hard on his head, from at least a height of one metre..i was so afraid that i will need to call the ambulance...this is another proof as to why babysitters will get heart attacks so easily.

lol...hmm.. maybe next time, i shall have a zen theme for my house.. so there will only be cushions and low table around.. haha.. then no matter how many times the kids fall down will be none of my business..cos there will be no serious injuries. lol

Looney Royale

2007-03-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

after much giggling around while we are supposed to be studying, kylie, ivy and me came up with a temporary name " Looney Royale" for our group of 8.. haha.. tmr, we will ask the rest for their comments.. can't wait to see their expressions..

i feel that sometimes, i should really stop and pause to think about what i'm about to say...
today, during GP lesson, while mr hsu came to the back row, i showed him the 8 cats very proudly, and i even commented that we were currently thinking about having a name for the clique... only until the rest had commented that my comments were abit targeted at someone... then i realised that it did sounded as if i had said those stuff on purpose.. to me, its just simply informing the most socialable teacher of the class about the cats, which i had showed to almost everyone in the class...

family influence is really something huh, one can just blame how they are like now, on their family...maybe to an extent you can, but to me, its just a universally accepted excuse... family does have its own influence on you, but you are the one in charge of your own density, your own future and of cos, the present. i don't believe that it can control you. you can change if you like and are determined to do so.. or perhaps its just the things that i have experienced, thats why i do know on a first hand basis, how deeply some family events and history can affect a person. but then again, i didn't develop another type of personality different from now just because of my family.

we can't choose our parents, just like how they can't choose us as their children. if we feel that we are 'born' to the wrong sort of parents, well, then its really too bad. you just have to adapt and see what you can improve on your situation..staying put is not the solution to the problem..furthermore, we're already reaching adulthood, please don't tell me that you will stay like that for the rest of your life??? then i feel that we have really wasted our lives.. we can onli live our life once, the years that have passed will not come back. make the decisions that you know you will not regret.. and make sure that next time, when we look back, we know that we are truly satisfied with our lives.

Meoww....whatever whatever... i feel like eating my chocolate ice cream now...

what should i drop??????

2007-03-21T14:17:00.000+08:00

lol.. its official, i have to convert my 4 h2s to 3 H2s and 1 H1s, kinda expected la haha... but then now what should i drop?? previously, i thought i should drop my chem.. but chem is still considered an important subject you see.. as for econs, i really dislike the percentage of marks allocated to the case study section and the essays part.. furthermore, econs is my best subject curretly.. hmm, since i really intend to go for the psycho and socio courses in university( if i can get in ^_^), i don't really think i need a H2 chem... anyway.. lemme think it over first though...

i guess that now, almost everyone in my class will be blogging about cliques...so, i shan't be a copycat and write anything about it... by the way, what kind of name should we come up for my clique??? ivy suggested G8 Summit.. but then we felt that when we say it out loud fast, it will sound like the GREAT APES....( quoted from kylie)... i think that we should call ourselves Aristophane, the Tophanists... haha...i guess a name for our group should be out real fast, considering what has happened.... the name for my clique in SAC is the Sushi Mafia... lol

i feeling kind of complex now... but i do not know how to express it though..tsk tsk... feel like eating my ice cream again... what a day.. both ups and downs.. haix... MEOW!!!! the weather is too bright for my taste..and the day is too long for my liking...

MEOWW!!!!!!!!

2007-03-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

haiz... i actually wanted to keep my 4 H2 subjects if possible, but then, looking at all my tests so far, think its more probable for me to drop to 3 H2s and 1 H1s.. i don't mind dropping though, its just i dun know wat to drop.. but i guess dropping chem is the most sensible choice for me ^_^

anyway, i created 8 cats symbol for me myself, weifen, kylie, ivy, suzzie, jia le, karen and heng pei. they are quite cute i think.. haha...hmm, maybe we can come up with a name... but its really kind of funny as i think all the members of the clique are of all different personalities. back when i was in sac, i believe that the personalities of my clique there, the SUSHI MAFIA are mainly similar in one way or another..i wonder wat kind of clique i will be in when i am in uni, hopefully.. speaking of which, i think i shall start to organize an outing with the sushi mafia soon.. its been a few months that we really got together, espeacially when we are almost all in diferent schools.. perhaps we should visit Sakura buffet restaurant someday .. lol, there goes my diet again.

Hana Kimi came to an end yesterday... now, i have nothing on tv to look forward to, life is starting to look a wee bit boring for me again.. haha... i guess i haven been acting my age for ages, thats why i feel kinda lost now i think..

just suddenly remembered that i better asked one of my IT savvy friends to help me make a new blogskin, tagboard for my blog, believe or not, i seriously, seriously do not know how to do with those html codes, they make my brain go haywire... lol.. ok, i AM a comp idiot. i just found out where the USB port is on my comp ( which i have been using for about 4 years plus??) around sept last year.. haha..

K box fever

2007-03-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

its my first time going k box today, with ivy, suzzie and tai tai( kylie) haha.. its was crazy.....
ivy and i actually sang almost all the farenheit's songs in a go. its was so.. fulfilling, satisfying.. blah.. haha.. but at the end of it.. my voice almost died. the funniest thing of all was, we kept going out of tune, not very serious, but its still out. haha.. i actually knew quite a lot of mandarin songs, even though i usually listen to 98.7 fm or power 98..not bad, not bad.

haha, i think i ate a lot while singing too.. we smuggled popcorn in.. and with the tibits from the k box.. i just kept munchin and munchin...there goes my diet for keeping junk food out of my meals.. never mind.. its not like i eat like this every single day right... haha...

Argh.. saw a white tank at ebase, for $15... its had a simple design, but its just pretty...however, since i already bought earrings... i didn't wanted to spend too much, so i gave it a miss.. now i'm rather regretting it.. haix. but i really like the earrings i bought.. hee.. so i guess its alright...

its a matter of taste, not the law.

2007-03-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

if you guys out there happen to have any chance to come across a movie called 'the ppl VS Larry Flynt', go watch it...its very insightful...but, its banned for sale in s'pore though.. haha.. the message that the movie brought across ( though i onli see parts of it) really set me into thinking.. why can't all lessons be like that?

We ( me, emy, zhi han, denise, jasmine and gladys) went back to sac for the syf preview... well, the standards of some performing art groups did deterioate, like quite alot, but others either maintained or even improved..the tai feng of the erhu section of co is really quite good. seeing so many unfamilar faces in makes me feel so old.. haiz.. age is such a scary thing

Its quite strange to walk through the corridors again..its like being unfamiliar in a familiar place.. that sort of weird feeling? i wonder if it will be the same next time, when i walk through tj's corridors when i graduated. hmm.. but anyway, going back to sac has a major huge advantage.. thats because i get to pig out at the 85 market!!!

Haha.. for our dinner, we ordered ba chor mee, hokkien mee, satay, bbq stingray.. thats what i call the highlights of a mundane life..haha.. we even wanted to order some bbq chicken wings too.. but we were scared that we will gain more weight so we drop the idea.. it had been such a long time that i truly enjoyed my meal...like about 3 days?? lol.. haha

chibi-umm 1st day @ work..

2007-03-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

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BIG surprise.. i didn't fall asleep during maths lec today, and i actually understand the chem lec, mostly.. haha
Anyway, kylie asked me a qn out of the blue that kinda left me in deep thoughts: do you want to be loved or do you want to love somebody?? Both our answers were that we want to be loved.. what excatly make us think this way?? i thought that loving somebody is a very enjoyable thing, that its an experience that most people would like to have..
Hmm,i feel that loving someone is great, but its very tiring;the worst scenario being that your love is not returned at all. Perhaps thats why i wanted to be selfish and greedy(?) ,its true that being loved by someone wholeheartedly is way better than providing that love. haha, i must remember to ask the rest what their answers are.
i think that my attitude towards my mum today was quite terrible.. perhaps its cos i'm super tired after wushu today, and when i got home, i realise that i forgotten to inform her that i will be home for dinner, which is totally my fault.. the result, i had to choose between instant noodles or the mishy mashy rice that my aunt cooked. its not that bad, excet that my taste buds don't agree with it. i sorta snapped at her, cos i was rather impatient but i cooked the noodles myself ok.( so dun throw rotten eggs yet) but not being too disrespectful though. haix.. i always want to improve on my temper, but things just don't work out that well.. well, look on the bright side, she didn't scold me, so i doubt i wasn't that terrible huh. With such an unreasonable daughter, my mum is also quite pitiful..
Sometimes, the sense of emptiness just creeps up upon me, even though i'm surrounded by my family and great friends. i'm not even sure what i am missing in my life, so how can i fill that hole up?? Must things always come to an end?? if i could, i wish that time can stop still.. but then again, how are things going to improve if they are at a standstill.. baka. haha..